No Sunshine

No Sunshine

It’s tough going through life without the happiness of sunshine

Dark, Cold

Hidden from many to see

 

Every once in awhile I might catch a dim ray

of the beautiful light

I start to hope

That just maybe I can cope

I believe I have a fighting chance

To flourish

To thrive

 

But then that ray goes away

The sun has chosen someone else to know it’s warmth

And I am back in the lonely dark

Again

 

So I build my walls

Higher

Stronger

So afraid it will happen again

I can’t handle the rejection…

too much pain

too many times

 

I don’t like being this way

I want to know the sunshine

I want to feel that glorious warmth

I want to grow and blossom

From the love

 

But I fear the sunshine won’t ever stay

That these walls will always be built

And that I will always be alone

 

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